Food for thought
Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
Hmm, it’s been awhile since I jot something down. Not that I forgot or something but my new position have been keeping me pretty busy.
The last time I penned something it was before my trip to Austria, that was fun. Blasting through the Autobahn at speeds exceeding 250km/h, and then slowing down just a tad on the twisty bits of the hill pass in the new BMW 335 coupe.
After that trip it was the Proton Satria Neo, not the best I’ve driven but the route took us (me and other journalist) from KL to Had Yai and Phuket and that was the highlight. The whole thing took us five days and four nights and we clocked 2180km to and fro.
Sounds like fun but at the end its kinda lonely. Everybody has someone to come home to, me, just somebody that’s hoping.
I know I should not let it get to my head but I can’t help it. I need someone to lean on, I need someone to talk (and talk back) to, I just need someone to be more than just a friend.
Maybe this line of work is not doing it for me, maybe I’ll be happier if I settle down and do something closer to home.
Maybe I should go ahead with the dream of opening my own business in the food retailing industry?
A lot of people do say that food is where the real money is, whatever happens people need to eat.
Am I doubting myself? Yes and no. Yes on what I am doing now and no for my dream of opening my own café.
I always wanted my very own place to hangout and meet friends. Yeah, its clear now that that’s the way I have to go. Maybe not in the near future but soon. And then do motoring on the side.
There, the shrink on tv was right. He said type it down in a diary or blog anything that is bothering you and it will be easier to go through and you’ll feel better at the end of it.
Till next time people, thanks for reading and understanding the things that’s going on in my twisted and lonely head.
